When a person
makes serious error of judgement, you hear him say “I did not have a choice”. Do
we really have choices in life? Israel Zangwill, a Jewish scholar, once said of
his people “We are not the chosen people, we are the choosing people.” We
always have one major option in life, to choose between options, and we are
always confronted with the challenge of making choices. This has been the
experience of human life from the cradle of creation. Eve and Adam had this
challenge; Eve chose to listen and obey the serpent, and Adam preferred Eve his
wife (the gift from God) to God himself. (Gen 3, 1 – 8). Abraham chose to
sacrifice his only son to disobeying God (Gen. 22). Mattathias and his seven
sons chose to fight than profane the culture of their land or to accept the
offer of riches from a pagan and corrupt ruler (1Mac 2, 15 – 28). Maria Goretti
chose death to sexual misconduct with Alessandro. Gandhi of India chose
non-violence approach to secure the political independence of his people. There
are very few situations in which we have no options. One example is who will be
our biological parents. Apart from this, we always have options, and we always
have a choice.
Today is a day
of making an important choice. For five Sundays we have been reading chapter
six of the Gospel according to John. The teaching of Jesus Christ from the
first verse of this chapter is like a young man falling in love with a young
woman but has difficulty describing what he feels and what he can offer. Jesus
started by feeding the multitude so that nobody may go hungry (17th
Sunday). In doing this, he drew our attention to another kind of hunger that
ordinary food and drink cannot satisfy, it is hunger for love and acceptance;
hence he tells us not to work for the food that does not last but work for the
real bread of God, and he is that bread (18th Sunday). He is
gradually telling us, his “soul mate,” what he can offer. On the nineteenth
Sunday, this bread becomes his flesh and the wine becomes his blood that anyone
who eats and drinks it will live forever (19th Sunday). His offer is
not going to be temporary thing. It is a profound expression of love whereby
the two persons involved not only know each other and be there for each other
but live in each other as the food and drink we take diffuse into our bodies
and become part of us. The 20th Sunday is about total self-offering
of Jesus Christ to us; he says “take and eat.” This time it is no longer the
forbidden fruit that kills but the bread that give everlasting life. All the
while, we have been having mix feelings as we listened to this lover-God playing
all the verbal romance. Today, he wants to conclude by leaving us with two
options: either to accept his offer and stick around with him or go our ways.
Joshua, the patron of the military and the finest field commander in the Jewish
history lying down on his bed, an old man, and looking back to the past, he did
not want to be remembered as the bravest field commander who brought his people
to the Promised Land but as a prophet who brought his people to choose God
again. Hence he says “choose for yourselves today whom you will serve…” We can
now understand why Zangwill says “we are not the chosen people; we are choosing
people.”
Today, we, the
Church live in changing world, changing time and culture. Yes we have
encountered pride, anger, frustration, sicknesses, family crises, worship of
money, abuse of drugs and sex, silliness, pettiness, cowardice, injustices,
faith denials, and betrayals, lost of jobs and loved ones, abuse of power here
and there. And sometimes many voices that are contradictory to our faith. What
will be our choice? To whom shall we go to when difficulties besiege us and the
Word of God does not make much sense to us? What will be our choice when our
husbands or wives become “unbearable” or the boss in the office makes our job
so difficult? What do we do when we experience scandals in the Church and from
people we trusted? Whom shall we go to when our parents abuse us, and the
society does not care; when the adults around us have no good example to show
us and those we consider friends desert us? Whom shall we go to when we feel
lonely, unloved, not cared for, not accepted, hated, falsely accused and
unjustly detained? Shall we give up in life and commit suicide instead of being
patient and keep trying?
In such moments
we do not only want to remember that Christ still loves us, but we also need the
wisdom in the words of Joshua: “as for me and my household we will serve the
Lord,” or the word of Peter, “Master to whom shall we go? You have the words of
eternal life. We have come to believe.” Jesus Christ is offering us everything
about him. He is ready to die to prove how much he is committed in loving us.
The Eucharist is the proof of love that becomes us. It is the sacrament that
does not just make Jesus, The Christ, present among us but also lives in us. However,
it takes two to make friendship and love happen. We should remember that we
become like what we choose. God chose us out of his love but he cannot force us
to choose him too. We can only be truly chosen people when we choose Jesus
Christ. If we choose him we choose peace instead of violence; love instead of
hatred; humility instead of pride; truth instead of falsehood; self-sacrifice
instead of selfishness; we choose forgiveness instead of bitterness and
revenge; gentleness instead of arrogance; fidelity instead of cheating. The
Eucharist is the sacrament of love relationship. This is a mystery. Paul says
in the second reading “This is the great mystery; it applies to Christ and the
Church.”