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Saturday, 19 January 2013

LORD THAT I MAY SEE



John always got embarrassed and constantly yelled at his Mom in the public. His Mom had one eye and worked in John’s school as a cook, and took care of her only child. John’s classmates and other schoolmates had always teased him because of his mother’s condition. He was so embarrassed that he wanted so much to leave the house and go to somewhere far away because he does not want to have anything to do with his one-eyed Mom. Eventually he studied hard, got into the university, and graduated with a nice result. He got a good job and was well paid. Now he has a house of his own, married and got beautiful kids, but he never cared about the mother. After several years the Mom visited him, but because she looked older and still had one eye, John’s kids got scared. He shouted at his mother and sent her away. One day, John had invitation to attend an occasion in his former school, and he went. After the meeting, he wanted to visit the old shack they lived, but he was told that the mom died two days before he got there. He was given a letter that the mom wanted him to have. In the letter, the Mom wrote “My dear son, John, I wanted to see you but I was so sick, that I couldn’t get out of my bed. I am sorry for been an embarrassment to you all the time, even scaring your kids. However, when you were a child, you had an accident and lost one of your eyes. I could not bear to see my sweetest son live with one eye, so I offered you mine so that you can see a whole new life and new world which I cannot. Am glad you made it in life. Take care of that borrowed eye too and I promise, I will no longer be an embarrassment to you. Your mother.”

How would you feel after reading this letter, if you are John? The first reading and the Gospel of last Sunday presented Jesus, the Christ, as The Suffering Servant of God, who paid a worthy ransom for all human beings. He paid with his life save from the embarrassment due to our sinful nature; to save us from captivity and slavery of various kinds; and to open the eyes of our  minds to understand what an awesome plan God has for us. The Letter to the Hebrews urges us to approach the throne of grace with confidence bearing in mind that God is for us because he loves us infinitely. The prophet Jeremiah in today’s first reading looks at the situation of millions of God’s children dying of hunger and disease; he sees the plight of many jobless youths; millions of homeless children of God; he listens to the concerns of single parents and handicapped people; and he observes with sorrow millions who perish because of ignorance, and he prophesizes in the name of God and says “Shout with joy for Jacob (immigrants)… The Lord has saved his people. See I will comfort the blind and the lame as I lead them back.” This point to the scene in the Gospel: while Jesus, the redeemer of the world was leading people away from Jericho (the land of infidelity, idol worship and spiritual blindness) to Jerusalem (the city of peace, faith clinic and spiritual lime-light), he encountered a blind man, Bartimaeus.

The Gospel of today has four characters, and each has a message for us. We have Jesus, the Christ, the disciples of Jesus, a large crowd and Bartimaeus, the victim of darkness. Bartimaeus is sitting at a spot in between two great cities, Jericho and Jerusalem. This means that he sits in between life and death, between hope and despair, between peace and war, between joy and sorrow, between the mercy of God and self-condemnation, between progress and retrogress, and between courage to move on and frustration that could lead to suicide. He is also blind. This is a condition of uncertainty, confusion, depression, failure and all kinds of negative feelings and thoughts. But he has one decision to make, and he needs to make the right one. He has to choose either to allow the voice of the crowd that never show concern, the voice of bad economy, mistakes of the past and fear of the future to rule his present moment. But he makes the right decision, and that is never to give up in life no matter what. This blind man teaches us that God will stop at our spot; he can suspend every other thing lined up in his daily schedule just to listen to us and show us how powerful his love for us is.

The crowd is the second character. These are people who have nothing in common apart from following Jesus, each for his/her personal reasons. These kinds of people have no direction in life; they live for whatever the day brings; they are unreliable and blind spiritually, psychologically and socially. We cannot allow such people to intimidate us. But even in their confusion, God is leading them back to progress, joy, happiness and eternal life; God never abandons anyone, because life is important to him, and this is what Jesus is demonstrating in the Gospel. So Jesus, the Christ, is the third character.

They were the disciples who helped the blind man to stand on his feet, and brought him to the master. All of us Christians are called to be disciples of Jesus. We have the responsibility of carrying out the will of Jesus Christ for every human being. In order to do this well, we need to be good listeners to Jesus Christ, our master and not allow the noise of the crowd to influence us. We need to stay close to the master so that we can hear him and know what he demands of us in every situation. The second reading emphasizes this important aspect of the life of every baptized person. This is because our baptism makes us priests (to offer our lives daily as sacrifices in union with Jesus Christ), prophets (to discern the will of God and communicate it well to the people), and kings (so that we bring the true reign of God in our families and communities). Let us then not feel embarrassed like John but concerned like the Mom, and say “Lord that we may see.”

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